Lady Luck Day/International Fun At Work Day/Bell Bottoms Day/Tomb Sweeping Day (China)/Holy Thursday
2007-04-05 @ 11:19 p.m.

What do you do when you see something that can be improved, but you just can't speak up because you feel it's not your place to do so and you can't do it without possibly offending people? Ah well, just go on keeping my mouth shut, I suppose. Ironic, considering how if this was back in school I wouldn't have passed up a chance to point it out, with a sarcastic or witty turn of phrase to boot. William asked what were my aims in ministry. When I first started out, I guess I didn't have any. It was just something I did because someone asked me to, and I didn't know how to say no. Or rather I didn't mind, because this was back when I was still in the choir and singing was singing, in church or in school. (On a side note, talk about social suicide. Secondary school isn't the place to be a chorister. JC is quite a different thing altogether, but my heart wasn't in choral singing by then, so it was too late to matter anyhow.) Now with seven years of experience behind me, I can say that I do have an aim. I want to do Christian music. I wouldn't mind being in the mainstream industry, but I'd rather not. As much as I want to be popular (and who doesn't in one way or another), I don't think I'd be happy. So yeah, that pretty much sums up the biggest dream that I have. One day, I might sincerely pray to God for it to come true. I'm still not certain about it, or maybe I'm just too self-centred to give up all the other dreams I have...