Thank You Day
2006-09-18 @ 9:39 p.m.

This day in camp was Damoclean. Imagine going about your day on tenterhooks, looking over your shoulder in the direction of the SI office block everytime you walk out of the store, just to see if your boss is coming over to screw you and your colleagues. I was subconsciously so keyed up that the moment I got into the train, I just spaced out. I was actually trying to start on a new poem on the way home, but all I got were line fragments that refused to cohere. The area behind the SI accomodation block is actually very peaceful in the afternoon. I discovered that today as I was sitting there, having a drink with Joo Sheng. Now that I reflect on it, the place it most reminds me of is actually the windy corner at our old RJC campus. I miss that place, and now that almost everyone's flown off to the UK and the USA, I miss all of you terribly too. Sometimes I wonder when I'll ever see all my school friends again. Knowing that we all have to move on in life doesn't make it any easier to do so, does it? "Tell me will you miss me, when I'm in your history."