Strawberry Parfait Day/Leon Day
2006-06-25 @ 9:53 p.m.

So I'm back in my bunk again, among people whom I mostly can't really bring myself to call friends, because for me friends are people you can talk to about personal stuff. Not that you actually have to, but the possibility should be there nonetheless. I've been able to find such people in church, in JC and during BMT. I think I'll only find them again when I enter university. I once described life in a poem as "a litany/Of loving and losing". I hope I'll never have to describe my own life in such bleak terms. Today in YE, Kar Foon asked us to think of one positive and one negative trait of ours. I decided I was clever and greedy, although what I actually said was that I wasn't easily satisfied. For me, that represents the essential clash that prevents me from being content with my life. I'm smart and realistic enough to know I won't get everything I want, but damn it, I still want it all, all the more so if everyone else thinks it's beyond my reach. So young and so conflicted...

This week:

Cat Week

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