Victoria Day (Canada)/Skyscraper Day
2006-05-22 @ 9:54 p.m.

You know something? It just occurred to me the other day that God's been giving me just about everything I asked for in 2006. I wanted an offer from Warwick because Cambridge rejected me. Check. I wanted to get a relaxed vocation because I wanted more time to get involved in worship ministry. Check. I wanted to escape weekend guard duty for the whole duration of my course because I'm a lazy bum. Check. I wanted to get posted back to SI because I wanted to continue having more time to get involved in worship ministry. Check. I wanted a PSC interview because I really want a chance to go to Warwick in September. Check. Now I just want a scholarship and to be happy like I was around the age of 15. Can I get that too?

Was away from home for less than 24 hours. It's starting to dawn on me that life as a CSO involves an hour's commuting twice each day. I am not very pleased, so I'm hoping my friend will start driving his car to camp and that he'll pick me up and/or send me home from Monday to Friday. Highly improbable eventuality, but one can always hope. Have to wake up at an ungodly hour tomorrow to get to camp punctually. It's so much like going to school, it's starting to be more than freaky. UK offers mostly changed to unconditional, so I guess it doesn't mean anything then. Damn, and here I was, thinking I was actually wanted that badly. So deluded! I can feel myself beginning to ramble, so I'll just stop right here and go pack my bag for tomorrow. I need a haircut! I still want my driving course to start the week after next...