School Day/Unmother's Day
2006-05-07 @ 8:57 p.m.

Happy birthday to me (and Chun Long)! Many thanks to everyone who messaged me or wished me a happy birthday in person. To the rest who forgot, it's okay, you're forgiven. Haha! I've decided that this upcoming PSC interview will be a sign for me, pointing the way God wants me to go, at least for the next few years. The doors to the UK and NUS stand open, so the interview basically decides my fate for the next couple of years. I could go knocking on doors again if this year doesn't prove fruitful, but really, what's the point? Sometimes it feels like I'm being selfish, that all this is just about me, me, me. I never even thought about what God might have in mind when I resolved to go overseas. (Then again, I didn't exactly consider His plans when I decided to go to NYPS, RI and RJC, and those years turned out pretty fine, in spite of what I say.) I just want this all to be over and done with. Either let me go away for that three years, or make it so impossible for me that I have no choice but to go to NUS. This is the first time in years that I've been forced to acknowledge the very real possibility of not getting what I want. The feeling sucks, okay?

This week:

Music Week

Hug Holiday Week

Family Week

Pet Week