Rock n' Roll Day/Sugar Cookie Day/Martyrdom Of The Báb/Pig Days (Illinois)/Corn & Clover Carnival (Minnesota)/International Mango Festival (Florida)
2004-07-09 @ 10:47 p.m.

So we finally got flamed on our class blog. It was only a matter of time, though why anyone wants to flame us is anybody's guess. Some people really need to get a life, or at least a mirror. Posted a nice reply in our class code. Wonder if anyone'll actually bother to decode it? Tomorrow's Day 2 of RMUN, and I'm not particularly excited. Heck, I'm doing this for the Enrichment point, so why bother pretending otherwise? Still, two things people said today struck me as rather contradictory. If RMUN is really all that prestigious and grand an event, why does the school try to close it down every year? For Claudia's sake, I hope everything runs smoothly tomorrow. Any idiot can tell she's really stressed up about the whole thing. Chin up, it'll soon be over!

Life is full of inherent contradictions and conflicts. Like how I want to be a good Christian, but have for some reason or another skipped church for a month in the recent past, before proceeding to lead the main service's worship. There is something vaguely hypocritical about that, which I'm uncomfortable with. Then again, I'll be missing church again because I have to settle stuff regarding PW. I don't think non-attendance of church relates directly to my Christian life, in the sense that I'm no less a Christian just because I haven't attended church for a month. My mother gave me grief over that this morning, and she was partly right. I tend to put church pretty low on my list of priorities lately. Not too proud of it, but like I retorted, it's between God and myself, so butt out, to put it crudely. I wish life were easier though, less choices, less demands on my time, less promises to keep, less people to be with...