Violin Day
2003-06-17 @ 11:42 p.m.

Argh, still sick, fever's coming down, hovering around 37.5°C. My stomach's hurting again though. You could play the air drum on it. Didn't do much work today, because I got stuck at one question and I didn't feel like doing anything more! Anyway, I wonder if our reunion will be a success this time round? The number of people going is quite encouraging, 23 out of 70, considering some of us haven't spoken in years, seriously. Another 14 more unconfirmed, hope they'll all turn up!

I've been wondering lately, what is faith actually? Why is it that through adversity, some people lose their faith, while others strengthen it. Not exactly light thoughts at this time of the night. I don't profess to have experienced adversity of the faith-shaking magnitude. I think my life is charmed or something, the type where 99% of the time, everything goes right, and the other 1% rarely matters much anyway. I wish my life wouldn't be so smooth, maybe I'd be a better person? I don't know for sure. Who can say? Until I come up with an answer, I'll just carry on living my life like I always have, in my own paradoxical way...